Xanga

remember xanga? yea well I was going through my old one today for some reason. flippin weird







hahahah

Nerves.

I know there will soon be some obstacles ahead and it makes me kinda nervous. 

1. taking my placement test.

2. restarting school so far behind everyone else.

3.paying for it.

4.telling my boss I've decided this.

5.homework.

6.actually deciding what I want to go for.

well I guess that's life though.

Smiths.

i stole all of these. sorry if they're yours.

Happy.

I don't know if it's been these past couple of months or what but I really feel like I'm growing as a person. I feel like I'm becoming more calm and self aware. I'm really enjoying it. I'm not saying I don't get cranky still or get myself into situations that I know I could've handled better, but I feel like I'm understanding myself and other people better. It makes me feel more peaceful. I also feel like I'm becoming more accepting of others short comings and differences they have. I'm beginning to see that not everyone's the same as me and even I'm not perfect.

I love her.

Real Simple

So my salon that I work always gets the magazine Real Simple. I'm in love with it. There's so much inspiration in there. I think I want to repaint my room. My room get completely re-done last year but when I came room to see the new paint on my walls it ended up being the exact same color as before! Bummer!

So this is what I want.



uhhhh I love it. and I think I want to get rid of my big dresser (stick it in the garage or some thing) and put a vanity there. well Target won't let me have a picture of it but I want this one http://www.target.com/mdp/B002KP1AIO/ref=sr_qi_1_1?sr=1-1&qid=1284856872&asin=B002KP1A

and then I think I want like a really cool Andy Warhol picture over my bed.  GEEZE! I have a lot of work to do and a lot of money to save!

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I need to have this color lipstick. It's called "The Prowl". uugggghhhh it's gorgeous.I've been looking for the perfect shade of crimson lipstick forever. Looks like I'm going to M.A.C. tomorrow. I think I'll buy some blush while I'm there.